I Am ALone I am alone I close my eyes but sleep wont come I lay my head on my pillow soft and long for dreams where pain is lost but tears fall and pain goes on. Missing loved ones all day long now in the night of quite and cold loneliness and feeling old. I talk on the phone I watch t v I do puzzles and write poetry I help every one I can but in the night they don't understand No one but God and me to share my sorrow but they cant see The night is dark I am so alone here in side my big home I long for love but it wont come I need a hug from some one I talk to ghosts and live in the cold I walk in Shadows as I get old I look for one who has long time gone waiting for a sign to move on Haunting memories fill my mind of love and loss of every kind Why cant I find peace when will this loneliness cease ?